and this movie made me realise some things.

at times like this i get sort of emo-ish
knowing that the rain is almost gone
and sooner or later i have to face the dreaded
(okay so im over reacting) school again.
well honestly i got so used on just being here at
home doing absolutely nothing but stay here inside my
room just being here infront of my laptop.
chatting away with friends:))
oh yeah that was the life.
even though at times i wish i were somewhere else

so earlier this day.. i watched this certain film of drew barrimore
entitled never been kissed. i only watched some part.
particularly parts near the end..well
i can say that i ca sort of relate to the movie. being
the characters are now in their senior year of high school
well it made me realise that...hey its our senior year
our last year. honestly...i think im not that ready to
leave st.paul just yet. i mean hey..ive been going in that
school for like my whole life!
and now im in my final year..well lets just say...
im totally gonna miss the school
but not just that..gonna miss everyone.
half of the time ive been wishing that scholl may be suspended
that school will be cancelled. well now that ive been thinking about
it time really goes by. fast as the blink of an eye. and i realized
that sooner or later we will be leaving the walls of st.paul
SOONER than we think. .
and really im enjoying school even though at times it can be a real pain
but who cares actually.as long as you've got your friends by your side
to help you all through out. and besides. no pain no gain right?
and gosh. honestly i dont want to think about it right now.
maybe all that im saying is that time flies by..maybe i should spend
each and every minute of my last year doing the things that i want.
doing whats best, having no regrets when i leave the school:))
and enjoying my last years in this school:))